Haunted by "ghosts"

It's finally the time of the day.

"Your" time of the day.

The time to shed the cloak that hides the true you.

Let them out.

Your little "ghosts" as you call them.

You waited all day for this,

it's time to let them party, take over all your existence ,and be fed by you.

It's time to let them drag out, all the things that you keep away from the world,

hidden in the depths of your mind...

Oh! You are so scared of them...

You know that if someone found out about these ghosts,

you would lose them ...or so you think ...

You also hope that everyone has some kind of ghosts...

It would have been so much easier to carry this burden ,if you knew so...

The part that scares you the most,

the part that makes you tremble with fear,

is that a part of you is proud of them.

A part of you ,loves them like his children.

A part of you couldn't bear the loss of them...

You must go now, I see...

They are calling you to dance with them...

So many times you said you will stop feeding them,

but deep inside you ,you know the truth,

if you did so , you would also die from starvation,

cause they are an integral part of you.

So you give them your hand 

and start dancing like there is no tomorrow...

You give them your soul with all your heart ,
hoping that you'll have the strength to bury them again,

until tomorrow comes... 

It's sad that you never thought of accepting them fully. It's sad that you never saw them for what they trully are.